Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
I had to have an ovary removed a few months ago and was diagnosed with endometriosis. I will likely struggle to have any more children and my husband decided he doesn't want more children now since we've been struggling. I have really been struggling with this sudden sense of lost. I lost this ability and this picture of what I imagined my family would look like one day. I've felt so alone with all of it and I can't talk to my husband. Now I have friends and a sister that is all pregnant and I want so much to be a good friend and sister about it but it hurts so much. I am jealous and I don't want to be. I don't understand why they get everything I wanted and I don't. I'm praying for peace in this situation, I'm praying for forgiveness in my jealousy. I'm praying for hope that things will get better even if it's not the way I imagined.