Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
Pastor Joey this is Austin Lohmann the new member. I've been going through alot lately. I've been separated with my wife since March. She filed accusations in court awhile back about how I was unstable. I conpleted a 65 Day VA treatment program for mental health last friday. Brown country Court granted a no contact order and I haven't been able to see my son and wife and family for over 70 days. I'm breaking down everyday. I feel empty/numb and worthless without my family. I've been praying everyday but nothing I do makes me happy when I'm hurting without my family. I've been going through major depression and I'm really struggling to cope without my family. They really are all that I have to look forward to in life and the people I love with all my heart. I've been slowly getting worse everyday. Since i got back home. The depression and lonliness are taking over me. This morning I was discharged from the ER Hendrick medical center because I finally had enough of this depression and cut my Arm all over with a Razor. I desperately need a miracle from God. The only thing I Need right now is my marriage to be healed. I also hope you will pray for my wife to have a change of heart and forgive me. I'm hurting more than I ever had in life being isolated from my family. And I'm starting to lose faith because I haven't seen any good news from God yet. I am desperate for Jesus help.